#Penggalauan 1

Dlam langkah yng berurai derita.
Tak sadar lagi berapa luka yng terukir.
Hingga tangis jadi teman setia yng mendampingi.
Kini dalam putus asa ku tertatih.
Dan terseok dalam kecewa.
Hingga akhirnya terjatuh dalam kelam bersama angan percuma.

Perfect Even In Death

No one remembers,
I cannot say why
Only thing I keep thinking
Is that nobody tried

You were mine, only mine
No one knew you like me
I don't know why He couldn't
Just let you be

We shared so much
In our short time together,
And the time that we shared
Has made memories forever

So much I learned,
So much I lost -
Everything turned, toppled
And tossed

Butterfly flutters, then turns
And kicks . . .
Then, that sad day . . .
Was my mind playing tricks?

No cry, no movement,
not even a Breath . . .
As you lay on my tummy -
Perfect even in death

When I think of you now
At the age you would be,
A beautiful "big boy"
Is the child I see

My son you were,
My son you'll always be
And One -
That is us
You and Me

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for everything you've been through

It must've been very hard on you
I'm sorry for all that's been said and done
I was the moon, you were the sun
I'm sorry for not making everything right
But the situation I was in, was very tight
I'm sorry for not lending you a hand
If only I could be a better friend
I'm sorry if it seemed like I didn't care
Lucky for you, your special- someone was there
I'm sorry for breaking your heart
For forgiveness, where do I start?

CINTA

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meniti harapan fajar kelana,,

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My Missing Heart

Suasana hati gemuruh sedih
Suara hati kebahagiaan ternanti
Sosok dia yang selalu membayangi
Waktu lalu kehidupan terus terisi
Dalam benak terus angkuh dengan harga diri
Hanya dia yang buatku begini

Tetapi rasa sedih yang kurasa ini
Sebab hilang cahaya malaikat hati
Bayangan hentak langkah kaki
Lonceng berbunyi rindu yang kualami
Indahnya hari-hari yang dulu kujalani
Hanya indah yang melintas dalam diri